A Fracture
I don't know if it is me being dumb, my body being numb, or just outright my heart see through my tooth clenched lies. Such a news should have been very positive and I personally be a supporter for the event AT THE FRONT SEAT. I mean, given that considering the fact she acts like an elder sister (and I act like the bratty yet witty younger brother), it should have been easy. Emphasis on the word should, cause it is not. For the record, we have no blood relation at all. It's just that she made it clear of how she views me like I am a little brother to her after our almost one year of silence "war" (quotation intended) which was initiated from my end due to some past mishap. I also try to equalize this view by trying (and sometimes failing, like right now) to view her only as elder sister. For reasons I cannot fathom (or actually can, but just outright deny), the whole news instead send me a spiral of depressive episode for the last two nights as of this writing. I try