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[Short Story] Song of End

I opened the little box left inside my locker today. Inside it, I saw a small note with his hand writing, "I'm sorry."

I sighed. This is the forty time he gave me a sorry letter. Yeah, he was my boyfriend. He was.

I still couldn't forgive that jerk. He swore the first day he admitted his feeling before me, that he vowed to never betray me, and now he betrayed me. He went with another girl and others confirmed the thought of mine that he abandoned me. He truly abandoned me.

"You know, no matter how much you try, you will not sever the chains of demise you set." I said in a weak voice. My heart is still crushed by the truth. I hate him, to the depths of my soul.

"I'm enough of running away." I heard a voice behind me. His voice, the voice I used to love and adore, the voice I used to seek for. Now, it's the voice I hated the most.

I looked back, to meet his blue eyes. "Satisfied already by betraying me?" I said.

"No, I truly beg for your forgiveness. I'm stupid, I fell for her charms and forgot my place and where I belong to." He replied.

"I have no need for traitors or betrayers. I already felt betrayal too many times, but this one, the one you did, is the worst." I replied with a great distaste. I really wished he was gone already.

"I beg you, just one chance." He said. I looked to his blue eyes then closed my eyes.

"Very well." I said. My hand reached my pocket.

"Thank you." He said weakly, but I could felt his happiness.

"Give me a chance to show my affection." I said as I approached him slowly. He seemed to understand my movement and closed his eyes.

Just as our head approached each other, I quickly took out a knife and stabbed his chest deeply. He was surprised and fell in pain.

"Why?" He said weakly.

"Traitors deserve this punishment. I hated you the moment you betrayed my trust." I whispered as I left him dying, alone in the old, unvisited corridor of our school.

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