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Beyond My Reach

"The paradise may be beyond my reach."

"Savor it for me."

-Blade, Honkai Star Rail


A word stated by a fictional character that for some reason weirdly resonates with me. For his case, it is the fact that the character cannot die thus cannot pass to the next life, hence "the paradise" being out of his reach. For my case, it is more along the lines of there are things that feels out of reach.

Slowly, I think I should try to think of the things that I feel out of reach in a way these two quotes are written. Trying to help other attaining their dreams that I feel out of reach. Taking the joy of seeing other success and discard the winds of envy that keeps hounding me. Trying to accept what is out of reach and take focus on what can be reached.

I know it is not the intention of these quotes, however, taking a word and getting positive contexts out of it is weirdly something I sometimes do. This is just one of them.

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